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Tuesday, December 05, 2006 1:18 PM
really very long nvr update lerhs. wanted to update in during Youth Camp, but just plain lazy to do so. is DECEMBER NOW!!! time really flies. until now, i have yet to find a job. sian.. going holidays soon. let me talk about youth camp first. lols. it's so cool larhs. DAY ONE-
i have learnt how to build my own altar. Pastor say, if a friend were to disappear or backslide, will you do the same thing? my ans is NO. but on the other hand, if someone were to reappear in my life, my relationship with God will be shaken. this is not what i wanted. i have once abandon the destiny that God had placed in my heart, but now, i do not want history to repeat itself. i may be given the second chance, but the time in between is lost! the feeling hurts. i had regretted my decision made at that time. but now, i can only look at the future.
I WISHED I NERER LEAVE YOU,GOD
DAY TWO-
waves of the church. i wanted to be part of the waves, just like in surfing. i want to revive the fire. and despite of the fact that there is just this area that i have not given up to God, i will make sure i do it one day. somehow, i just could not, but i believe i'm going to do it one day!
that's all for youth camp.. hehe. a good time to spend with God, to relieased that i have not given up on that area.
DREAMS,VISIONS,IMAGINATION
i have a dream of being a team leader in church, impacting the nations and generations, bringin youths to places that God want them to go. i never had a dream right from the start of my walk with Jesus, but now, i got a dream, and i will not give it up. there are many times when i am faced with discouraging situations, but the key to success is really DO NOT GIVE UP! i will never give up on my dreams. people, dun give up too. God bless.
Dreams keep us awake, Dreams push us forward, Dreams protect us.
HAVE A DREAM NOW!
recently, i'm on LIVE FEED. cool larhs. but then a bit tired. not enough sleep i think. but through the work that i did, i gained a lot of experiences and i learnt alot of things. i know how things work. and my relationships with the old crew have grown to a whole new level.. lols. the next time i'm on LIVE FEED is 24!! we are goin got praise and worship God for 24 hrs.. is it not cool? haa.
there's something that sadden me. that is RESTRUCTURE. sigh. my leader has changed. it meant another few months of fighting to open up to my new leader. i'm sad. but during the major meeting, Charleston shared about how we should respect God's decision and the person He put above us. so on that day i told God, that no matter what, i will respect Your decision. i will continue fighting.